Name: Farhan aka Keagen
Age: 20
D.O.B: 22 Nov 1987
Likes: Dance, Draw, Ds, Eat
Hates: Stepdad, Stepdad, Stepdad

Designer: Sillyclock
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1] Manga artist
2] Professional Dancer
3] A big house
4] Dance with BoA
5] Be with my friends forever

Christine
Eileen
Mizu
Elie
Zean
Yati
Chobits
Natsu
Leo
Ruby
Dear
Lirin

August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
January 2009

hmm.. back to posting i guess..

How long has it been? 2 years? lol. well, just posting a few words to warm up my blog. ^^

http://www.tkgcc.com/

i think ima try this out before i try for NAFA. its only gonna
take 2 years. seems like this could be the big break for me.
i read that they even help u publish a book of ur own in the
advance level. and if ur book is good, it will hit the stores.
i really really wanna try it out. 2 years to learn wat i always
wanted to do. its time for me to give it my all. if all else fails,
NAFA it is. if not, hee..



btw, http://kingmecomic.smackjeeves.com/, very nice comic.
guys, beware, its yaoi.

lol, im late for work and i still have time to blog. haha.

yesterday was damn scary. i was sleeping during my
working hours.(it was lunch time) i had this dream.
well, at first i thought it was a dream. i remember i
was at some sort of construction site. yea, there were
cranes and all, and it was raining. all of a sudden, the
rain grew heavier and heavier, and it started to bear
down on me. though i didnt feel wet,(which means i dint
wet my pants. phew) i could feel the weight of the rain
pinning my body down. i thought it was juz a bad dream
when suddenly, i can feel an extremely heavy burden
upon my head. like someone's standing on my head. yea.
that's the feeling. i tried to shake it off but i could remove
wat was on my head. next thing i noe, i realise i was still
sleeping. i tried to wake myself up but i couldnt open my
eyes. the 'thing' keeps getting heavier i thought my head
is about to explode. i shouted in defiance, tried all my strength
to fight the pain. it was unbearable. the more i fight, the more
pain i feel. it was like nothing i've ever felt before. then,
i calm myself down. i relax my mind, my body, and i felt
my eyelids opening. slowly the weight ease away, the pain
lessen. when all is gone, i woke up. i was sweating like crazy
and my colleagues were all around me. i got up and i saw
something at the corner of the room. some sort of shadow
i think. when the lights were on, the shadow was gone.
i told my friend's dad about it. he said that i was disturbed
by something during my sleep. i dunno why it chose me,
but yea, it something non-humanly...

i think my choreagraphy skills have sort of levelled up..
yea, if u'd compared my dances during khk and present
dances, you can see the difference.
i'm beginning to understand the concept of hip-hop dance
and now im beginning to see the pattern. how its supposed
to be, and how its supposed to mean. all i need now is to
show it. and i urged my eoy team, tat this time, the song
i chose is better, and the dance more easier. (i hope)

oh yea, recent updates on my eoy dance. its not BoA.
Its something else. y'all have to find out yourself coz i wont
tell u wat the song is. hee. the duet with Luel is still on.
and its still motherland from fma. and there's a new performance
too. me n farhana will be dancing Brand New Beat with Mizu.
She's singing n dancing. and as usual i'll have to choreagraph.

people asked me, how do i find the time to choreagraph when
i worked everyday. usually i slack at the carpark(alone yes)
and stone there. i'll prolly stone for 2 hours. oh yea, i've been
screened by cops a lotta time. i think they shud noe me by now.
Lol. its hard to choreagraph actually. u have to think on how
5 persons shud move in sequence while following the beat.
I have 3 performance. total of 6 people to work with. 5 on the
1st, 2 on the 2nd and 3 on the 3rd. so tat makes, 10 persons
movement i have to think of. wat REALLY pisses me off is that
when those buggers say, 'aiyah, the song sux la.' 'so fast! how to
follow?!' 'i cannot do that move la!'. it really makes me mad.
you know who u are. i dint voice out at u at tat time coz i respect
people. even now, coz i dint say ur names. if u think its too fast,
work on ur stamina. if u cannot do that move, LEARN AND PRACTICE.
u think i noe how to do the move when i first saw it? i squeezed
my brains out trying to give a perfect performance for u guys.
the least u could do is say nicely that my dance sux. u made your
decision to perform with me, u stick by my rule. and my rule is,
PRACTICE AND DONT GIVE UP. go and watch all the dance
videos in the net. u guys are blessed with computers and internet.
i dont have access to it. i always take the opportunity tat i have.
so if i, who dont even have a computer in my so called 'home', can
choreagraph how 10 ppl moves, then u, who has computer,
has the dance choreagraped for u, who juz needs to follow and
practice, shouldnt have any problems.

think about this.

dont whine like a dog.

Finally, my DS can play internet liao!
Woohoo!
Shit! i havent choreagraph for EOY!!
LOL! coz there's a change of song!
yup. no more 'One Day One Dream'.
it's BoA.
A remix.
yupyup.

so long nvr update. lol. ppl kept pressuring me
to update. hee. i cant help it. i've been out at
sea this week. hee. so no office access. no comp.

went to shibuya fest last sunday!
lol! played the test of strength. got the highest score!
u shud hav seen the faces of the girls there. haha.
and guys are taking turns to beat my score. lol.
and my first time eating wasabi! i took one bit chunk,
and put it in my mouth, and.... it all happens so fast..
the taste travels from my tongue to my brain which
immediately senses the extreme sensation, thus sending
signals to my tongue and unleashes a wanton adrenaline
of spiciness flowing through my veins and out of my nose,
mouth, eyes and ears. Lol! I was crying and running around
the room fr water. fortunately, tis japanese lady passed me
a bottle of water. hee, i drank it, then ask fr two more. haha.
jap ppl are so polite. they always smile n laugh and greet
anyone they see.

i had fun there. wooot. must go again next year.
oh yea, i gt the 'Best Junior Officer' award in my base.
dunno whether tats good or bad.
have a feeling gonna have more work in future. sigh.

yay! I'm gonna get a new house soon! so happy!!
gt my latest payslip to submit to HDB. gonna move
in and stay with my siblings. only. yea, no mums or..
dads..
but i dont mind my mum staying with us. in fact, i
wanted her to stay wit us. instead of that f*cked up
stepdad of mine... it's a long story, and telling it makes
my blood boils.

Anyways, tat means i can focus more on my dance and
drawings. yea. i'll get my own private space where i can
improve on my abilities. hee. oh wow.. tat would be great.
only then i can be able to prove myself of my potential...


Though i'm not really sure wat im capable of...

I didnt sleep last night. In fact, i didnt sleep the last
couple of days. i gt a bit of shut eye for about 2 hours
maybe? But i wont consider that as sleep, coz i woke
up occasionally. Damn tired. Been staying up late to
watch dance videos. I need to improve. Alot. Well, at
least i got company during those time. And who would
have thought it to be Helena? Haha, we talked on the
phone throughout the night. She's pretty easy to talk to.
We basically talked about everything that has happened.
KHK, friends, cosplay etc. Anyways, my eyes are shutting
up. Felt so heavy.. Lol.

Today is the auditions for the dance scholarships by
Jitterbugs. yea, they only have 5 slots so, even if i
participate, i wont get the scholarships. I'm an amateur
and there are better dancers out there. More passionate
in getting that scholarships than me. There’s no way I can
beat them. I don’t wanna try. I dance because it de-stressesme. I don’t think I could cut it as a career.